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babysittinggg;

sooo, i am babysitting and it’s like 9. ): waaaah. i’ve been up since 7. and i got this awesome cortisone shot in my foot yesterday and it turns out i’m allergic to it. worst pain on my life. thought i was dying. on the bright side i got to talk to the best friend todayy.. miss him huuuge! <3 only one more week and a half and he’s home. CAN’T WAIIIIT. <3

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Maxwellll.. <3

i still miss youu.. i hope you’re happy though. happier than you were. i wish you were still here. i remember when we would lay on the blow up mattress in my living room and eat pizza. and you would play the drums so loud when no one was home! and swimming lessons with jack. or when i couldn’t find my charger i’d come use yours. and you would always steal the chocolate alcohol candies my mom had. and me and dali a walked you to lisa’s when you got your hair cut. and you always tried to get me to ride your stupid crotch rocket to the 101. it makes me sick thinking about that very day.. we were both out of class at our lockers.. mr koski walked by and you hugged me just to piss him offf. and he yelled PDA. ha. you were always such a smart assss. i loved it.. it kills me seeing elliot and the twins because they are soo much like you. but honestly, i don’t blame you for what you did.. anywayssss, happy birthday maxwell tate. i love youu! <3

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if i die before i wakeee, i pray the lord my soul to take…

basicallly. my world has came crashing completely down.. nothing is ever okay. even if i say i’m okay. i’m far from it.. sooo sick of this town, and everyone in it. working on getting my best friend back though.. thank god. i seriously can’t fucking stand being this unhappy. everyone says ohh it will get better in time. guess what. it doesn’t. nope. it never does. this shit has been happening for how fucking long? and it hasn’t gotten any easier.. i wish it would all end.. honestly i’m over everything and ready to be done.. if only it was that fucking easy…

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CUNTS.

welll, since you are so concerned with your boyfriend and how you were to me, maybe i should let your boyfriend know about all the times i stayed in your room while you snuck out to fuck tyler? ha. i’m sure that’d make him feel wonderful. honestly i couldn’t give a fuck less about what you have to say about me. you’re nothing but a worthless piece of shit who is obviously going to do nothing in life besides diet pills. big accomplishment. haha. your everything you hated about your sisters. soo. stay out of my life. we aren’t 5 anymore. grow the fuck up you stupid bitch.

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